Ok, so it sucks a bit... I don't have my shiny css journal anymore, but bare with me guys! lol

So yes, you read the heading right, I quit my first job after 4 months, Im sure you can figure out that I wasn't quite as happy as I had hoped to be.

I finish at the end of the week, with which I exchange to a seemingly new career. I will be joining forces with my mom, who is the owner of two antique shops, apprenticing beneath her and then start a decor 'department' that specializes in antiquing and painting furniture and interiors.

You know, it's weird cause I never saw myself as the type of person who would study something and end up in a different career track. it's quite a strange feeling.

The prospect of owning my own business(one day) being able to do and go into anything I want is very exciting though, and inspires me in so many ways.

You know what the best part is, I was SO scared to make this leap, and I just gave it to God, and he gave me so much confirmation - saying that I needed to step out in faith and trust in him. That's what's just so amazing to me about being a follower of Christ, we just trust in him... thats all... I actually don't understand how I got by without him before I was reborn...

I will however keep on freelancing in design, but I just know that I need to hear from God what I need to do with my life, hear his guidance and rest in that.

What a true waste it would be to just run a rat race, especially if I dont enjoy it, and my creativity is just stomped on...

it makes no sense to me that I would go into a creative field like design(instead of something like accounting) - because it would make me happy... and then it doesnt...

I love art...

I hate the industry (idiotic deadlines, people who treat designers like idiots, clients who are narrow minded and boring)...

Keep well everyone,
hope I didn't ramble too much